Book Review: I Can’t Even Think Straight by Dean Atta
When I stumbled upon I Can’t Even Think Straight by Dean Atta, I was instantly drawn in by the vibrant cover and the promise of a poignant coming-of-age story. Having never read Atta before, I was curious to explore his take on identity, belonging, and self-acceptance. I’m so grateful to NetGalley, his publishers, and the author for the opportunity to immerse myself in this lyrical tale that I breezed through in one sitting.
From the very first pages, Atta’s verse felt like a breath of fresh air. The fluidity of his writing not only made it a fast read, but it also immersed me deeply in Kai’s world—a biracial queer teenager just stepping into his own. The exploration of Kai’s journey of self-discovery resonated with me personally as he navigates the complexities of acceptance, both from within and from society.
One of the most striking aspects of this novel is the way it tackles heavy themes with grace and nuance. Discrimination against Black teenagers, racial profiling, and homophobia are intricately woven into the narrative, allowing these pressing issues to surface organically without overwhelming the reader. The portrayal of Kai’s supportive friends was extraordinarily heartwarming; seeing his peers rally around him post-coming out was a refreshing portrayal of acceptance. It’s not often that you find such an inspiring depiction of allyship among teenagers, and it made me hopeful that narratives like these can change perceptions and foster understanding.
Kai’s friendship with Vass was another highlight. Their banter, humor, and unapologetic authenticity radiated joy and served as a reminder of the power of true friendship. Vass embodies the spirit of being unapologetically oneself—a message I wholeheartedly embraced. And then there’s Matt, whose character arc begins with ambiguity but develops into a more profound exploration of the struggles of being true to oneself in the face of external pressures. These layers made their relationships feel both genuine and relatable.
Atta’s writing style is refreshingly youthful—not overly dramatic, but authentic enough to remind readers of the beautifully messy experience of adolescence. If you’re not a fan of coming-of-age YA tales, this might not be your cup of tea, but for those who relish in the exploration of young identities, it’s a treasure.
I must mention that while the novel delves into the topic of sexual assault, it does so delicately, ensuring the focus remains on the importance of open communication and supportive relationships. As a mother, this theme struck a particular chord with me; I aspire to foster that kind of openness with my children, emphasizing the necessity of dialogue on difficult topics.
While I thoroughly enjoyed this short, impactful read, I found myself hungry for a bit more—a deeper exploration of certain themes and side characters that were just touched upon. The narrative felt akin to a brief, poignant poem; I could have easily gotten lost in the depth of those stories.
Overall, I Can’t Even Think Straight is not just an important read for queer teens grappling with their identities; it holds universal significance. It’s a heartfelt reminder of the beauty of understanding, support, and unconditional acceptance that everyone can appreciate. If you’re looking for a touching story that resonates with the struggles and joys of young adulthood, this book is definitely worth picking up. I’m eager to dive into more of Dean Atta’s works and hope you find your way to them as well!
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